Some days I feel like jumping in front of a moving train

bored hyper and horny … lucky me 

i hate feeling weak and useless

today was nice, i enjoy spending time with him, everything is better with him around. i try to do it as much as i can because I’m leaving soon. i think when i leave i just might die a little inside. 

if i lash out that means my feelings are hurt…

If accomplishing your dreams means changing who you are or being something that your not. Is it even really worth it ?

things fall apart…

i dont know what i want to do with my life anymore…