the lack of cuddling i am experiencing right now is upsetting 


Do I stay or do I go? Am I being selfish and jumping the gun. Will I find better or is this actually a good set up?

I want to change for the better but my inconsistency will ultimately be my downfall

I’m fully aware of the type of person I want to be I just cannot be consistent enough to carry it out I know nothing worth having comes easy but sheesh if it’s for the better if something good shouldn’t we naturally be able to change and adapt?


my aesthetic is looking mean as hell but being the nicest warmest person you ever met so you feel terrible for judging and become a better person thru it all